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Sunday, November 15

:)

If I'm a bad person, you don't like me ( and idc!)
Well I guess I'll make my own way
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault

Cause you know we're not the same(no)
We're not the same(no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
It's good(hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend

This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
Well now I can fend for myself

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same(no)
We're not the same(no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good(hey)
It's good(hey)
It's good

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out

Ignorance is your new best friend Ignorance is MY new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is MY new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is MY new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is MY new best friend

Well you treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out


** xoxo, your brilliant, amazing, crazily cute ex girlfriend. ** 

to the mr crap.

I regretted knowing you.
I'm glad we are done 7 months ago..
Thanks for giving me the happiness I always wanted.
and at least I didn't have the guilt of asking for a break up.

thanks ye. =) too bad we wasted the one year ++ of relationship on someone who bore us, kan?

Thursday, November 12

hey love.

hey <3.

such a long ignorance from me yeah. but hey! I've told and stated there that i've switched to tumblr.com.
:) a lot need to be updated and if you're interested to know everything else in my daily life just hop on to the tumblr aight?

here's my updates.

I am currently in PD and tomorrow I'm off to kL, as i might be going for the Fly fm thgy.
on my every saturdays, I am in UIA. I am attending Arabic Communication. People around kept telling me its hard and all, but as far as where I am right now, I am loving it. :) and the Ustaz is so nice. :) Other than that, I am already working! tell me about it. how i have to juggle work, classes and my needs of going here and there.
and my working place is in Lukut and I am kindda loving it and I enjoyed doing it.


oh, if you are in my facebook friend's list. you'll see that I am in a relationship with a certain someone. well, come right up at me and ask. feel free to ask. :) ask whether it is true or false.

I do jog these days, to ease off the stress of everything. and i'm getting myself a guinea pig. :)

and oh. i have gave myself and dilip a distance, of something I believe I couldnt tolerate. and the flower, well, also a line. and I am so in thanks with Dd for being a big help and around. :)  and I also enjoyed the trip to UPM with Dd, Irfan and Marly.  had great fun after that too, as we went to AC to watch Liverpool vs. Man U.  Joined Dilip, Esan and Qee.

Eha came down to KL, and tell me about those late nights outing. gosh. I miss you babe!

other than that, nothing much. :) I practically love where I am now and new semester is starting and wala! bet a busy life time.
and yeah! Starbucks tak halal tau. * abis aa korang, berdosa besar suka minum hot wateva*

** do check my tumblr, cause you'll be entertained with the layout and everything. **

Wednesday, October 14

oh! this is useable la now? after i created tumblr account.
memang stylo la ek.
macam babi pon ada gak.
aaa/
i'm forgetting this and i'm off to starsandlove.tumblr.com

Tuesday, October 13

saya tukar.

Friday, October 9

that old black shirt of mine

Holidays are on and I have been thinking on what I wanna do during this awesome holidays, and to add more, my brother is also on his leave, so perhaps a road trip? Anyways, I am engaging myself towards house chores and the things I enjoy doing most. Perhaps, I will start to bake and cook, since I will be staying in a new place and new environment. 

Other than that, last night was awesome, I mean yesterday was amazing. We had Irfan's birthday lunch after the exams, and just before heading to hometown, and at night, Naiza's; the awesome mr. photographer, surprise birthday, but he end up came in early. haha. A great fun night at the extreme park I must say loves! and the photography session was the bomb. I had fun and I'm sure all of the clan had fun with my nonsense and craziness. :)


* I have changed my hair color now to a more darker one. a blue black. that's what it call. *

oh btw, I have loads to tell, *winks* write I mean.


1. Huda's two surprise party.
2. My on and off relationship with two gay guys. haha! naaa~ my hanging out.
3. The examinations I had.
4. My freaking bored roadtrip to Kuantan,Pahang yet good outcome

5. mixed signals by guys.


so, I'll be posting these post sooner and soon. :)



kami


Wednesday, October 7

HUDA

her name is Huda. and she's my bestie!

                   ( Huda and her other bestie and one of my good friend;Shaky)

i love her so dearly that i wouldn't want to trade her with anything, not even a million dollars or even the Q7.
that's how much she means to me.
I am so lucky to have her as not only a friend of mine, but also as a guardian angel,( how Nwar said this).
who wouldn't want her as a friend? some would *you know, I know*
that's how attractive she is.
little that everyone knows that she's a human too, not a superwoman, not even a fairy that would cheer everyone in merely minutes.
she have feelings and she also have loads of things to think off.
however, she is the type who is beautiful inside out and have no fakeness in friendship and love.
once she love someone, she loves him or her dearly and she takes good care of her friends.


Everyone wants her, and so be it.


to me,
again, She is my lucky charm.
I am thankful that God send me her when i am lost and out,
I am thankful God chose her to be my guardian angel,
I am thankful that love existed between both Huda and I, and
I am thankful that I met her.


only we both know what friendship means,
only we know how much we both mean to one another,
only we know how sensitive and hard headed we are,
cause we have been through a lot since 2007, and
since it's your 21st sayang,


I love you so much that no words can describe the love,
I love you so much that I only wish you achieved everything in success,
I love you so much that musics rhymes when I am with you,
I love you so much for being there and for giving me the chance to be your friend.

let's close the deal

a good effin' day. i have been slacking, in a sense where i don't wanna be where i should be, and i do things i am told not to. 

 my whole last week was emotional and crazy week. to add more, i wished i was sick. that's my definition of last week. 



my hair no longer have red good strokes. everything i have turned it into blue black. so, imagine me.
i miss the time where everything was beautiful and cosy and i have no things to worry about.


saya harus study. yes. saya harus.

beautifoooool